everything i wrote everywher, theres nothing, nothing to do with howard koh. its irritating to hear some one's name that dosent even trust u n make u an informer.

its time to let go of certain things.
i cant be walking along the same path, round n round again.
it have to come to an end.
its the end of our destiny, brand new day today. i guess.

after all, its only a dream.
i stopped waiting at this moment.
a new life starts tmr, until unfortunately/fortunately i meet him again.

wa lao eh!
so tired!

im praying hard.

after all, i lied.
and i regreted.
but , everything will stay the same.

xin tong ye mei yong.
*give up, just GIVE UP will ya?
yea.