i feel so tired sometimes.
i cant blend anymore.
even though i make efforts, wads gone is gone.
wadeva.some of them dun last long.
wads the big deal.
individual vs clique.
which one?
i cant decide.
friends.sometimes i hate them,sometimes i love them.
bt y am i so tired of them this time?
ah.wadeva.
my brain only remembers fun things!

TREEHOUSE ROCKS!!
my god! working at treehouse is so damn FUN!!
we dun seem to be working..its lyk having fun la!
firdt day of work reach home about 12am den got scoulded!
bt i manage to turn up the 2nd day of work!!
yay!!!
n den i got to noe my ""group leader""--the korean korean guy.
stay at the cash box there only!!
i tot got 3 choices?
serve drinks, prepare drinks or cashier?
he only offered serve n prepare drinks to me n qi!!
eEEEE not fair!!
arh!
wadeva..its fun anyway!
abit more business will be even better!!!
IM GONNA BUILD MY PRYMAID BEFORE THE KOREAN KOREAN GUY DOES!!
ALL THE WAY!!!
I LEFT WITH THE LAST PENCIL AND IT TOPPLED DOWN!!!
ARRRRHHHHHHHHH!!!! IT GAVE ME A LOUD SCREAM!!!
DATS NOT THE WORST. I FELL DOWN IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL!!!
ARRH!! HOW CAN I SLIP N FALL N POSE THERE FOR 5 SECS INFRONT OF SO MANY PPL??!! OMG!! SO EMBARRASSED!!!!!!
BTW..DESMOND FED ME TOM YUM SOUP!!--FOR MY DEAR LISHAN!
I WANA GO TO TREEHOUSE AGAIN SOON!!!!!!!!

wow wow wow!!
innocent girl anh her pretty friend!!
wow!!
im shocked!
they deleted their previous post!
omg omg omg!!
big news big news!
i tot u all love to talk shit bout her group of friends?
y delete sddnly?
oo...i know..another part of ur innocence rite..
aiya..too bad. im not in this.
a true friend dont harm her friends and feed her sweets.
i'll give a tight slap on the face and say sorry.

hey, her pretty friend,
if ur conscious is also clear, u will also not assume that ppl are toking behind the innocent lil girl.
in fact both of u arent clear at all.
if not, why are rumors spreading when nobody's speaking.
fucking ass, i tell u , u better stop or be sorry.
we dun owe it to u.
if ur innocent girl is clever, why is she choosing a friend dat she dosent trust?
isnt dis idiotic stupid?
oh. i forgot. bitches and bimbos and bimboless without brains are all stupid CREATURE.
i really pity god that he wasted 2 rib bones for this two stupids.

i dont understand!
y cant friends jus stay?
i already apologized and wether to accept or not, im not blaming cos im at fault first.
but why must u do this?
u changed ur blog, u doesnt wanna talk to us u ignore!
what exactly happen?
being in another grp means end of our friendship?
NO!
why must i be in this way?
y cant u jus mix with both?
y mus u ignore us when we tried talking to u?
just wads the problem?
arent we still friends?

looks like im not forgiven.
its alright. i did my job.

kaox!
bloody hell!
dat bimoless brainless fucking idiot stupid banana cunning bloddy ass bitchy awful LITTLE PRETTY INNOCENT GIRL! (PEOPLE)
lyk wanna act dunnoe anything act innocent.
act oredi sae act la..i noe u singing good but ur stupid drama script not very good leah..
use vulgarities means use le la..
dun act u no need to use.
ppl dun have ties with u la pls.
y must u drag INNOCENT girls/guys down.?
wats ur motive?
o~ maybe to gain attraction?
oh ya~ i remembered..dats ur favourite hobby..
sorry for some cases dosen't mean anything ok INNOCENT GIRL~
and the pretty friend of urs?
what do u thing u are..
focuse on what i typed.
WHAT do u think u are..
aiya..u hate us?
u think we lyked u ar..
u and ur bloody INNOCENT GIRLFRIEND.
jus lyk marcus's joke.
what food do u hate most?
shit.
u think shit lyk u ar?
same concept.
dun think ppl always side u!
the more innocent u are, the more cunning u are.
the more pretty u are, the more the ugly.
HEY BLOODY INNOCENT GIRL, N UR THAT PRETTY FRIEND, PPL ARE JUS TOLERATING.
DUN THINK THEY GV IN.
WHAT DO U THINK U ARE..SAYING UR DAT GRP OF FRIENDS?
N I HATE U TWO PRETTY INNOCENT BLOODY BITCHES!
BLODDY CUNNING BIMBOLESS SUCKY SHITTY ACTION BRAINLESS BITCHES!
I HATE U BITCHES!
BLOODY ASS.

YES, WRITTEN BY MS JOLEEN.

2 pieces of good news!!
i PASSED my E MATH commontest paper!!
i got 23.5/35! although not a veh good result as compart to the class, but to me is quite good le!!!!

another one!
my physics commontest paper, i got A1!
cos the paper is dam easy!!
everytime the paper easy i definately will fail!
dis tym got A1 93%!!!!
my confidence is back from 0% to 50%
of passing my overall physics paper!!
as for math, maybe about 30% confidence ba..
cos the paper is also quite easy as compared...
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!
FINALLY I MANAGED TO PASS MY E MATH CT!!!!

ANOTHER THING..
i noe it MIGHT be too late to apologize~~~
bt i did..
sorry o!!

why must things turn out to be in this way??
i sense this will go worse if we dun do something..
can someone just stop this?!
don't!!!

aiya.
jus say wad u wana say la.
its jus a matter of time.

if u really wana do this, go ahead la.
no need to gao xiao dong zuo.
we have eyes to see.
ur 360degrees change of attitude already made me pissed off wif you.
sometimes i wonder, who are you.
i hate this!
wad can popularity give you?
loose a group of friends and gain another?
im telling you.
you did not gain anything.in fact, u lost our trust and friendship.
maintain it or not,up to you!
i cannot controll ur freedom.

the feeling seems to be back!
is i think too much or is it real....
it really seemed to be coming back..
its lyk a rewind........

not with us anymore.
changed.
today assembly qi dey all modelling..
so pretty lor all..guys also veh shuai!!
bt too bad not high enuf...
den took lots of pics
lyk take picture with celebrity liddat...
rima not lyk rima..so pretty!!
lishan..if nv announce name i think no one will noe is her lor!!
so different!
aiya!!all also so good looking!!!!!!
husbands n wives!hahas!
waaaaaa~~~~

sometimes i dunoe wad to say..
n i dunoe wether to express it anot..
serious. im not sure.
can i lyk jus say everythn out at one shot?
seem to neglect .dun even care , somehow..
sometimes i was wondering..is it you?
im disappointed wif u.
freedom is a thing that we cant control.
we cant control ppl's freedom.

bt i hate this feeling.
so neglected.
and,theres excess anger.

sometimes i jus feel tired..
but i just cant bear to do it..
can someone jus tell me what to do?
when i wanted to give up, things happen..
bt how long can this last?
cant u just say something?
(: heading to my station. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

what more can i say?
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i really TOK TOO MUCH!!
WAHAHAHA!!
SO DAM HAPPY!!
C'MON!!KEEP TALKING TO ME!!!!!

was preparing for official opening..
wear BLAZER!!
yay!!
aiya ushering only..
lyk so formal!!
but i lyk it!
WWOOOOAAHHH!!!

finally finished my o'level mt oral..
lucky mine was easy..
and cross country result was out.
disappointed.din get anythn..
haiis..